Hmmm...
Things are just getting weirder and weirder these days.
Oh wells.
Let's just say things haven't really gone right ever since what, Wednesday?
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Maybe the breaking of my handphone cover, those dropping of plates and my stepping on the keychain was some kind of omen...
BUt all I can say is, Who knew?
Ahh these past few weeks have been totally horrible.
Firstly,
Mum's having some trouble at school and wants to resign.
Secondly,
Dad gets hospitalised.
Thirdly,
Being ignored.
Fourth,
Called a liar.
Fifth,
Rebelling against a teacher for some DUMB reason of bringing a bottle of Peach Tea to class and my refusing to dump it cause Ms HIGH AND MIGHTY said so.
Sixth,
Flunking every single class test.
I could go on and on and on.
Seriously.
Can anyone just do me a favour and tell me what's going on?
I've had enough.
Enough of acting as though everything's all right when it's obviously not.
It's just hard.
And I've already got enough on my mind.
I don't need ANYTHING ELSE.
And I'm just this close to being on the verge of a breakdown.
Furthermore all those sleepless nights are seriously not helping.
It's no use crying over such stuff, as I've learnt.
It's just much better keeping everything inside.
Perhaps being an enigma is the best possible solution.
Yes, no?
Sometimes... I just wish I could go back in time.
Turn back the clock and correct every potential regret.
2 years would be sufficient.
If I had known, I'd never have listened to Felisica and started it.
Oh wells... anyway if it's really my fault then I apologise.
But at least TELL me what's going on..
And if there's something you want to tell me, just say it...
But just know that if there's really something wrong...
Just let it all out.
Instead of bottling it all up.
I'm not all that unapproachable right..?
Oh wells.
Anyways I'm sorry for being such an idiot who gets depressed at every single thing.
Life is but a passing dream, but death that follows is eternal.
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